Sunday, December 30, 2012

Too ugly...

sooooo a months or so ago i accidently sent out emails too all people on my hotmail account. i no longer use. one of those people is a guy i met on a dating site. dating sites are my escape to heal a wounded ego. i feel good reeiving compliments. only a couple actually reach it past ignore, small conversation replies ... and his name is I. He seemed nice and we emailed back and forth. The one text he says "we can meet when my girlfriends goes to work" *gasp* killed it. He was the 1st Native guy i met near me. After that i was turned off.

So we texte and he was in Minnepolis or some place. we just talked like friends. i did tell him i was seeing someone. so he says i am moving back to Wa and i am like cool. i like friends. so the last week or so hes just been realy depressing on texts. i ask whats wrong. i get a text from him Friday asking to see me cuz he ended a relaionship and is sad. I said sure to texting but i dont think i can meet him. He keeps asking and asking. The he apologizes and says hes sorry that e talks to me like we know one another. i said it is ok. i just am spending time with my family. He shoots me back a text saying why am i making excuses and hes given me no reason to think we are something. i was like ok then. i just told him i dont mind texting but when we first mett i stopped respecting him talking about meeting me when he had a women. says never has he thougt we would be anything and we just text. at this time i am not going to argue. i never saw this guy or met him. so i said ok bye. i suspect he hates being rejected. truthfully why am i meeting him anyways? probably turn out to be an asshole. just seds chest pics and totally whie skin. i am going to be married. i know i dont want my man to be hanging alone with girls. i am sure he wouldnt want me to. no way he is worth anything against my fiancee.

just a gripe of mine and all too common trait of men i used to like.

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