Facebook pictures

Back to posting whatever i want. Almost. My 11 year old son is on facebook. So i need to keep it PG. LoL

Just happy. I should feel sad. I dont know what's better.....flirting with multiple guys or ignoring when guys flirt cuz your taken.

I think i can enjoy facebook a bit more now. Not logging on to a million notifications from my man. I have some pretty awesome friends. Thankful for all of them.

Too ugly...

sooooo a months or so ago i accidently sent out emails too all people on my hotmail account. i no longer use. one of those people is a guy i met on a dating site. dating sites are my escape to heal a wounded ego. i feel good reeiving compliments. only a couple actually reach it past ignore, small conversation replies ... and his name is I. He seemed nice and we emailed back and forth. The one text he says "we can meet when my girlfriends goes to work" *gasp* killed it. He was the 1st Native guy i met near me. After that i was turned off.

So we texte and he was in Minnepolis or some place. we just talked like friends. i did tell him i was seeing someone. so he says i am moving back to Wa and i am like cool. i like friends. so the last week or so hes just been realy depressing on texts. i ask whats wrong. i get a text from him Friday asking to see me cuz he ended a relaionship and is sad. I said sure to texting but i dont think i can meet him. He keeps asking and asking. The he apologizes and says hes sorry that e talks to me like we know one another. i said it is ok. i just am spending time with my family. He shoots me back a text saying why am i making excuses and hes given me no reason to think we are something. i was like ok then. i just told him i dont mind texting but when we first mett i stopped respecting him talking about meeting me when he had a women. says never has he thougt we would be anything and we just text. at this time i am not going to argue. i never saw this guy or met him. so i said ok bye. i suspect he hates being rejected. truthfully why am i meeting him anyways? probably turn out to be an asshole. just seds chest pics and totally whie skin. i am going to be married. i know i dont want my man to be hanging alone with girls. i am sure he wouldnt want me to. no way he is worth anything against my fiancee.

just a gripe of mine and all too common trait of men i used to like.

Idle No More!

So you may or may not have heard of Idle No More. I believe 100% in why they are doing this. I moved from Canada, but my children and I still are treaty status. This means we are entitled to certain benefits. This were signed on our treaties when the European settlers arrived. For living expenses we receive a whopping $5. They were not expecting inflation. NICE! People complain how Natives live off welfare and need to get a job. Remember reserves are out of city limits by 45 mintes out of the nearest city. How are you to get to work when you have no car and the reserve do no have jobs. Most youth move to the cities, but do not last long due to finances, job seeking and racism.

My mother is political and had no support at all for the PC government.Ridiculous. Now there is a chief in Victoria Island wanting to meet with the prime minister. She is on her 4 day of a hunger strike. Meanwhile the prime minister is enjoying his christmas with family.

Next week, I am off to a rally downtown Seattle.Can't wait!

ToTaLLy Random

I have one question.....

I wonder why people are so obvious when being nosy...

So my man asks me why people he does not know friend requests him.....I thought he was talking about the random guy in my status...

He says some girl tried to add him. I said "i don't know" because I random add people, but they usually have a friend in common. If they are native with some great crafts to show off. So this passed and I go onto my facebook page. There is one more subscriber to my page. So I go and check because the subscriber list i like to call my stalkers. There is the chick who tried to add my fiancee. I giggle. Now I am curious why this individual have such an interest in my fiancee and I. we must pretty awesome.

That's my thought of the weekend.

Rain Drops

Its days like this where I just want to stay in bed and sleep the day away. Not possible.

In a perfect world i wouldn't have to work or go to school. Have what i want without paying bills.

Its raining pretty steady and i love the rain. Its always made me feel comfort. In treatment i went splashing in the thunderstorm with friends. These are definately hitting the 'good times' books.  I remember as a child playing outside. Setting up umbrellas around our picnic table and thinking this was a lil home. We,'d sit

RIP Thomas

I keep thinking ... why do people keep getting taken away from me before i meet them ...

I first met my cuz a few years ago like most of them. Thru Bebo and Hi 5 and he became my other half. After the death of his brother i worried about him. Now, hes gone and hes left behind his son and his grandma. His grandma is my great aunty.

My cousin and I always had some deep conversations. Our conversations became less and less, but i always worry about my family back home.

I feel helpless being so far away. I am better sober and strong than joining in and going down the same path.

I am sorry, I was not able to meet you. MY prayers go out to my great auntie and my cousins son......

The young die young......